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Alone. Again. Home. Fishing sucked with Gary yesterday. I ended up sleeping at 11 until 2:30 when we went in...(yes, 11 PM and 2:30 AM) Today was my brother's confirmation party. It sucked so bad. I got to be errand girl. My dad and I were supposed to go fishing again. Well, apparently he's too tired to go sit in a boat (hey he could have anchored and slept, and I would have fished) but he's not too tired to go for a motorcycle ride. Yeah. Home alone again. And it's bugging me. Normally being home alone is great, but not this time. I wanted to DO something. You know, everyone I know that's decided they're bi are so sure of it, and I'm not. What the fuck?! How the hell am I supposed to know what half the shit I'm feeling is? Next cure for boredom: Ger's going to go make a list of the top 100 ways to kill herself. No, I probably wouldn't actually kill myself. I know first hand what it does to the person's friends. Maybe I'll just go cry alone in my room. Oh yeah, I guess since my GOLDFISH are home I won't be completely alone...Unfortunately, Hitler, Stalin, and Bacon aren't the best conversationalists. And the dog is sleeping. Fuck it. |