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(DON'T TOUCH ME) At Least I Got A Bass Pedal (DON'T TOUCH ME) Well. At least I got a pedal. Today when I got to school my friend Nicole came up, and handed me a note. She's been telling me about some depression problems she's been having. She told me she cut and showed me once, and I've been helping her avoid it. Well, she told me she wanted to tell someone that she cut again, twice, and that I'm the only one she trusts. She's also bi. She said that a bunch of people were treating her differently since she came out and told everyone that she is, in fact, bisexual. So I told her that I'm bi too. She's the only person here that knows. I didn't even tell my BEST FRIEND! So I'm helping her with her problems, and she came up to me today and put a necklace around my neck in band. It's a neckalce with rainbow beads and it says "I'm Gay" in letter beads. She had one of my friends make it for her a month or so ago, and it was a "joke" more or less, until she came out. Well, she wanted me to wear it. I wore it all day and I came home and washed the dishes, my mom's cup murdered my other good finger-picking bass fingers, and my thumb on the same hand, and I was standing there nursing my poor fingers and she looked at me funny. I was like, "What's the matter? Do I have blood on my face or somethin?" She pointed to my neck and said, "I'm gay? Get that thing off...Unless you really ARE gay....Which you AREN'T are you.?" Yeah, it was kind of like, "I'm telling you you better fucking not be, and if you are...well you're not." So I told her no, and she looked relieved, and I asked her what she has against people who are attracted to the same sex. She said to me, "Well, let's put it this way...If you're gay, don't touch me..." And she just walked away. So she starts telling me that she might be losing her job, and all the way to the music store she was telling me about how she might lose her job...All I kept hearing was DON'T TOUCH ME, DON'T TOUCH ME, DON'T TOUCH ME. It's was horrible. I can tell my dad, but (DON'T TOUCH ME) then he'd have to keep it secret from my mom. I could tell my friends, but then they couldn't let (DON'T TOUCH ME) my mom find out. That, and they'd have to not freak out with me..Also, if I get (DON'T TOUCH ME) a girlfriend, then I have to keep her a secret from my parents. What the (DON'T TOUCH ME) fuck is the world coming to where you can't tell your parents that (DON'T TOUCH ME) you like girls?! Assuming, of course, that you ARE a girl...(DON'T TOUCH ME) So I went to the music store (DON'T TOUCH ME) and got a bass pedal! (DON'T TOUCH ME) It's not a Boss, but it's (DON'T TOUCH ME) satisfactory I suppose. It's a Peavey Bi-Amp Bass Chorus (DON'T TOUCH ME) and I didn't exactly choose it. It was $50 and my mom liked it, so (DON'T TOUCH ME) that was pretty much the pick. I'm the one that's going to be using it! So why can't (DON'T TOUCH ME) I choose it?! There was a cool atomic fuzz pedal there, that was totally like, (DON'T TOUCH ME) 70s garage band sound! It was the coolest pedal that I checked out (DON'T TOUCH ME) there. I saw another one there, too, and it gave a bunch of different stuff, but it was (DON'T TOUCH ME) like $80 to $100 for that one, so I decided I better wait till I get a job and can pay for it myself. So anyways, (DON'T TOUCH ME) I think it's stupid that I couldn't get the atomic fuzz, cause it sounded fucking awesome...Not as good as the Metal Master, but it was pure distortion (DON'T TOUCH ME) and it wasn't even made for bass, but works better on bass then on guitar! Well, I guess that (DON'T TOUCH ME) I'm pretty upset about the whole (DON'T TOUCH ME) mom thing, but I guess it'll be no different than anything else. So I don't know...(DON'T TOUCH ME) Maybe Nicole likes me? She was definitely acting different when I told her I'm bi, and it wasn't (DON'T TOUCH ME) different as in scared away. *shrug* We'll see what happens. Well, I have to go eat dinner that (DON'T TOUCH ME) my mom made. Tacos. \m/ P.S. Any advice on anything would be great! 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