BlehBleh..
2003-06-25 @ 12:15 p.m.

Naturally. The one time I have enought time and a free house to look for a layout that suits me, I can't find one. Well, fine. I'll just take programs to my room computer and work there. All week if I have to. I WILL get a layout. (HELP!) I'm trying to download PhotoShop, but it's taking FOREVER!!

Anyway, I have been really horny lately. I thought at first it was just because of my period, but I think it's something else. I have no idea what. Why do I have libido? It's only going to get me in trouble...I think my mom saw my looking up (yummy) pictures of lesbians/bisexual girls...Scary thought, but I think it's true...cause she started to walk past and before I could minimize the window she sort of paused and then kept going...EEee...

But we're going camping this weekend...Friday night and Saturday night...my cousins are bringing friends, so I think I'll take some books and my sketch pad and a hardcover journal I have, but haven't written in, and tan and scope some girls out...and some guys...cause we know how hot guys get in the sun *wink* Girls too, but guys are the ones that are gonna be moving picnic tables, and standing over the grill cooking...girls will be all tanning...yummy...*drifts off in fantasy* AH! *slaps herself* Not in front of the kids! See? Told ya I was horny...It's like that non-stop...My friend sent me this picture, and I don't have it anymore cause it was over AIM, but it was these two people, a guy and a girl, kissing in the rain...I was out of it for like 10 minutes...I was like, "Oh the POSSIBILITIES!"

I want to take a camera along with me, but unfortunately I don't think I can get any good ones...I should leave my dad a note and ask him to get me a couple disposable...that way my mom won't freak about the expensive camera going along, and I won't be afraid to lose it! Plus, I can get the film developed soon enough, but hopefully my dad won't look at them. (EEK! What if I have pictures of GIRLS?! He'd freak..well, maybe not, but he'd probably tell my mom! Although I've been hinting to him and my brother that I'm bi...such as, "She's pretty, but not my type" "check out that hot guy! Damn, his girl's hot too!" etc etc. Of course, they're male, they probably think I'm kidding..)

Anybody have any tips on how to make a layout? Anybody at all? Please? I BEG OF YOU?!

I want pictures...Like artsy pictures of girls...*wink* Good pictures for a layout possibly...*HINT*HINT*

Well, I am off to scour the net for more photos.

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