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Crying While Walking Down RailRoad Tracks In The Rain = Not Cool I kept telling myself today..."Ger, this is going to be a GOOD day...No, it's going to be a GREAT DAY! You have driver's ed, a COUCH, five library books (I already finished Shattered Glass...Excellent book, I recommend it! I finished it in 2 hours, including millions of distractions), you have LIVEWIRE, a new SONG to think about, the whole house to YOURSELF...But alas, it ends the same as always. I sit down to read as my brother comes home. Right away he gets on my ass. There are reasons I like a bedroom door...Unfortunately as of now that's not an option. Well, I right away snapped at him and he goes "I'M the one that's hot and sweaty and tired...I was trying to have fun with you since I'm in a good mood." Little does he know that I walked around town literally 3 times already, walked back and forth twice, almost got hit by a fucking car, and had just got home. Did I mention I had nothing to eat all day because we have absolutely no food? Oh yeah. My day was better than his. I'm sure. So he goes downstairs to shower and take a nap, and I get comfy on my couch to read, even popped myself some popcorn and grabbed a soda. I was ready to relax and read a book. For the first time in a LONG time I managed to get into the book right away, and my brother starts calling me to come downstairs. So I finally gave in since I couldn't manage to read a page without a distraction (I need earplugs...normally I can read with noise, but I haven't read a whole book in so long...I lost my touch) and he tells me to unplug the answering machine. I went ALL THE FUCKING WAY DOWNSTAIRS FROM MY COUCH TO BE TOLD TO UNPLUG A FUCKING ANSWERING MACHINE?! Then, since our phone was fucked up, he called the phone company. Well, the guy comes and rings the doorbell, and guess what? I have to go answer it! (Yeah, that's right, ME, because he was on his cell phone and probably jacking off in his room) So I had to stand there for five minutes with the guy. Then my brother comes up. About time! (At least he showed up) Oh shut up! So I go back and start reading and then his friend calls and wants to know if his bait is in my boat. So my brother makes ME go outside, empty all the water out of the boat cover, and climb in, (barefoot mind you) and find it. I go back in and go in my room and then he says that the kid is coming to get it. I asked when, because I said I would like a ride to driver's ed. He goes, "Are you asking me or telling me?" So I said that I was telling him, because it was raining. He threw this big fit which got me bitchy and I told him to fuck off and just left. So he goes, "when you bitch to dad about it, and I know you WILL, remember to tell him YOU said you didn't want a ride!" Yeah, I said I didn't want one AFTER you bitched at me, asshole! So I get there and I was crabby the whole class, and my left arm keeps going numb. Anyone know what that is caused from? I switched my watch to my right arm and it didn't change anything, and my shirt is really loose. (And no, my bra strap ISN'T too tight..) So anyway, I get out and it's raining (go figure) and there's no one to give me a ride. Of course, at the same time, I don't like anyone in the class, so I wouldn't ask any of them for a ride. So I get home and find my baby girl (my dog) here and I gave her a couple treats and a bone and all is good...Until the dick comes home though..(The dick = my brother) So anyway, I am an organ donor. Officially. So if I meet any of you in the near future and die anytime after that, make sure my organs get donated. K? I figure maybe it'll go to someone HAPPY. So anyway, I guess I'll go read and then go to bed. Later. \m/ |