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goals When I first met you, didn't realize I can't forget you, for your surprise you introduced me, to my mind And left me wanting, you and your kind I love you, Oh you know it My life was empty, forever on a down Until you took me, showed me around My life is free now, my life is clear I love you sweet leaf, though you can't hear Come on now, try it out Straight people don't know, what you're about They put you down and shut you out you gave to me a new belief and soon the world will love you sweet leaf ~Black Sabbath, Sweet Leaf --------------------------------------- That's my AIM away message right now. It's been up for awhile now, but I love that song! I didn't get my whole list done. I DID go outside and clean the El Camino up a bit, and I'm thinking about giving her a car wash tonight or tomorrow, seeing as driver's ed is over and so I have no idea how to spend my time! I didn't clean my room yet, and messed around on my bass a TEENSY bit, but I'm planning on playing more later. I was watching a TV show (I already forgot what it was and what it was about though!) and someone said on there, that the only way to win was to not just tell yourself you'll win, but to work towards it, and work your ass off. You know how many times I've heard that before? But then it showed a recap sort of where this girl went through what she said NOT to do, and almost gave up, but then took her advice and worked her ass off, and did more than she had been planning to do. So I got inspired. I decided that right then and there, I would just give my body a shock and excercise the shit out of it, and start eating better than how I have, and win that fucking bet for the $100. My goal will have to be to lose more than 10% my body weight, but I'll work towards that. I have four months. My birthday is going to be my deadline. I need to be in shape to go hunting anyways. So I'm going to ask my mom to go for a walk with me tonight, and I'm using the stationary bike we have in our living room, and I'm going to do stretches and everything. But this time, I'm going to actually follow through on it. I decided that it's time to fucking shape up and get my ass in gear. Afterall, I keep getting bugged to join the basketball team, and do this and that, but I can't because I'm not in good enough shape. So I'm going to get in shape. I'm going to lose weight, and at the same time I'm going to improve as a bassist, AND regrow my nails. All that in four months. I'm going to get more pedals, and I'm going to find a job. Getting a job will keep me occupied, so I won't be sitting around here doing nothing. So to start my plan off, I drank one of my last two Mountain Dew LiveWires. I won't drink the other one until the day I reach my goals either. In fact, I'm going to set it out in my room to tease me and make me work harder for my goal. I already got an hour of biking in today. The bike totals everything for you and takes your pulse and everything, and I accidentally erased part of it, but I know it was an hour. (The idiots put the buttons right near where you can put your water bottle, so you bump it!) Anyways, for what I KNOW, I went 50 minutes, 20.34 kilometers (they don't have miles...the bastards...), burned 146.9 calories, and burned 45.7 fat calories. So yeah. That's what I know for sure. I'm actually more awake than I am tired now, too. I found a Pilates tape I want to get. Actually, it's a DVD. I want to try it. It's Pilates and then it has a Yoga section for relaxation and stuff. I've always wanted to try those. I just have to convince my mom to get it for me (us). I need to paint my nails today. That way that'll help me not bite them. And I need to get gum. I can always burn 5 extra calories per piece of gum. And I need to stock the fridge with bottles of water. I wonder if I'd get in trouble for putting a Jack Daniels bottle filled with water in the fridge...hmmm.... Anyways, I'm off to work out a little more. I wanna get a head start and get my ass in gear so I don't give up. Later. ~G |